19&20 cause I'm a baller!

Day 19:
friends.

Kiani! We have been friends for a long time! She is so awesome and such a sweet girl. I always know I can count on her and I think that is SUPER important.

Bailey and I have always been best friends. Well, since third grade. I love her more than anything in this world! She will always be my best friend, no matter what.

Cade is definitely my best guy friend (of course). I love him with all my heart! YAY he comes home this week:) 

Courto. In the short time I have known her, she has become one of my best friends! She is so much fun and so great and she NEVER sleeps.

Carissa. Need I say more? We have only been friends for a few months, but I consider her my sister. I don't know what I'd do without her! She is such a good person and has such a big heart! I wish I were more like her.

Mi hermana! Oh Anna... I honestly have never ever heard her say anything bad about anyone. She is so sweet and we have so much fun speaking mexican together! I LOVE HER.

Jessica. I haven't known her very long either, but she is great! I love her and can't wait to live with her.:)

MARS. Where to begin? Mars is so awesome. Out of all the C2 girls, me Mars and Schwerdt have stayed the closest. I love Mars. We have so much in common and we are very close! I want her happiness more than anything:) I feel like I am her mother sometimes but I love it!

Taylord! Ah I love this kid! We had the best Halloween costumes.. PS. But he is so awesome. I can be my self 100% around him. He is so much fun. I miss him.

Laren. I know.. so old. But that just tells you how often I see her! I love her and I miss her face.  She is so much fun and I can always have a good time with her. We have had awesome times and I wish I saw her more.:(

Tori. We have been good friends for a long time. Even if we don't talk for awhile, we will always be friends. always. I can always count on her to keep my secrets and help me through anything. She is such a good mommy. I love her.

Day 20: 
favorite movie

Laugh/mock all you want. This is seriously the best movie I have ever seen. The story is so amazing and so touching. There was a time in my life that I watched it everyday for two weeks straight. I would do it again if I had a damn DVD player in my room. This show is so awesome. Don't mock it till you've actually watched it. Look past the music and think about the meaning.

I have awesome friends. And I like awesome movies.:)

14.

Day fourteen. 
Something or someone you miss.

I miss C2 so much... you guys have no idea:(

And of course.. Cade.

 Sometimes I wonder if I would have had more fun in Ephraim had I not had a boyfriend. I think the answer is yes. I don't wanna regret... or whatever. But I wish I could relive it for sure. Lame. I hate living in the past. I just miss it. A lot.

Cade is coming up next week though.

So me, Cade, and Mars reunited.

blog. blog. blog

Helllo everyone! I don't know why I blog anymore. I really have nothing to say. I should probably be doing homework instead, but I am bored. So I will blog. blog. blog.

YAY! Tori had her baby! Riloh Jane Meyers was born on Saturday, October 16, 2010. I'm not joking when I say this and I'm not just being nice, but she is THEE cutest little thing. She has the chubbiest cheeks:) I am SO happy for Tori and her little family! It's about time!

I love my freaking friends! I had such an amazing night last night! It was so much fun.... Carissa and I spent all day together and went shopping for Halloween costumes. Did I mention that I LOVE OCTOBER? Yeah, so does the rest of the world, right? Laugh! But after shopping, we went to our Trainer outing for Roadhouse. I love my job so much! The people I work with are so much fun. I bought THEE most awesome glasses... Like really, the best purchase I have ever purchased..? Ha. Haunted Hollow SUCKS. DO NOT GO!!! It's really lame. I would have been PISSED had I paid to get in. Although, the clowns scared me SO bad! I freaking HATE clowns.

My great purchase. (the glasses)

Confession: I used to HATE John Mayer. HATE. but guess what? I love him now! I am OBSESSED with the songs: Slow Dancing in a Burning Room, Gravity, The Heart of Life, and so many others. He is so awesome. I regret ever dissing him.

Speaking of music, I did not get to go to Jarrod Gorbel's concert. I attended a funeral and I was just drained. I AM SO MAD! A friend from work, Trace, got to meet him!! But I'm going next time FOR SURE and I'm totally gonna meet him and... well... get familiar with him ;) laugh! Oh ya, and did I mention that I got deleted from someone's facebook because I said how badly Nickleback sucks? She could be reading this right now... But really? Does anyone REALLY like Nickleback? And even if you do, am I not allowed to have an opinion on the matter? Ha people are so awesome. If you know anything about music you will know the following bands are so shitty: Nickleback, Creed, Hinder, and anyone that sounds like them.
Oh hell.. don't get me started.

Anyways, blogging world, I'm pretty happy as of right now. I'm looking forward to spending the weekend in Ephraim. I miss my C2 girls. I'll update the world on my trip, no worries.

PS does anyone know where you can get horse shampoo? (To make my hair grow)

random things..

Some things.. I am obsessed with lately...

Salt Lake City... So beautiful!



For some reason.. McDonald's Coke is so good to me.. haha.
"Can I get a large Coke with extra ice?!"



Sia! She is so weird... so freaking weird... but I love her.



BoBo... it's awesome how cute he is. He BAWLED when I left the other night and it just made me so happy:)

I stole this from my cousin's blog:)
1 - your favorite song:
---Really?! Is this a question! Ha... well as of right now it'd probably be Breathe Again by Sara Bareilles.. or Hands by Jewel. But there are oh so many...


2 - your favorite movie:
Definietly gonna go with Rent!! I love it so much.... but I do have a lot of favorite movies as well!:)

3 - your favorite television program
Hmm I don't know if that should be a question.. but GOSSIP GIRL! I do like Intervention as well

4 - your favorite book
THE HUNGER GAMES!!!

5 - your favorite quote
It changes whenever I find quotes, but I will always love this one: "La Vie Boheme." If you wanna know what it means, you'll have to ask haha. I also like: "It had to end to begin," "You'll never leave where you are until you decide where you want to be," "Once men have tasted Caviar it baffles me how they could settle for Cavish," "Compare where you are to where you want to be and you'll get nowhere." Those are just a few though:)

6 - 20 of my favorite things
Ha! This'll be easy... Chuck Bass, Jarrod Gorbel, Cherry Coke, Leighton Meester, my nieces and nephews, Chick Fila, Pace's Coke, Andy Samberg, MUSIC!, Gossip Girl, Intervention, Shopping, reading, movies, my family, Roadhouse!, blogging, facebook, youtube videos, anddd Range Rovers!

7 - a photo that makes you happy

8 - a photo that makes you sad

9 - a photo you took

10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you

This isn't 10 years, but it sure is old!

11 - a photo of you recently

12 - something you are OCD about
oh really! are you serious haha.. I'm sooo OCD about my eyelashes.. I know, weird... but I am haha!

13 - your favorite outfit.

Really... anything she wears:) But I love this.

14 - your favorite shoes

These are so not the cutest shoes... but I LOVE THEM. So much.

15 - your dream house

I know, I know. But isn't it beautiful?

16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Inmates by The Good Life or Gravity by Sara Bareilles

17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)

This is titled: "Waiting for ur call"
isn't that so true for too many of us?

18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding

If only... and if I weren't getting married in the temple;)

Tiffany Blue and Gray are my colors:)

19 - a talent of yours
I can fit my whole fist in my mouth.

20 - a hobby of yours
shopping...

21 - a recipe
Oreo Truffles:)

1 package oreos

8 oz. cream cheese

1 package white Almond Bark baking chocolate

Grind up Oreos so that they are dirt-like

Mix in cream cheese (it's easier if you put it in the microwave for a bit)

Roll into balls (as big as you want)

and dip into melted baking chocolate.

put on a cookie sheet and put in the fridge:)

DELICIOUS!

22 - a website
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/

23 - a youtube video
BAH! hahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMtZfW2z9dw
watch it... you won't regret it!
( I don't know how to post the actual video.. ha)

24 - where I live
Wouldn't you like to know?!

25 - your day, in great detail
Great detail? Geeze... woke up... late... and realized that my mom took the straightener to Colorado with her... leaving me in a pony tail. Went to work... stopped and got a Coke... got some advice on a crazy situation from a friend. Ate pizza.. SICK nasty pizza. Now, doing this. then, Roadhouse... ugh! ha:)

this is how my friend helped me with my issues... not so much help.

26 - your week, in great detail
My freaking week? Ahhh... Sunday sucked. Sucked. Sucked. Sucked. Misunderstandings, but I went up to my friend Brady's and had fun with him and his brother.. He made me drink an energy drink and I almost died. Monday was GREAT! I got awesome pictures done by my friend Alex Cunningham (Think of me Photography). But I did get bit by like 3000 misquitoes... and they still itch! Tuesday.. went to Brigham to watch my Peanut dance. So. freaking. cute. Then I went home... and watch GG:) YES! Wednesday... ugh... haha went to see my friend Chase.. he just got home from his mission. It was way fun! I had a blast... and now today.. I am working... and working:). Then tomorrow work work work school school school and hopefully a Comedy Club. Saturday going to West Jordan (I think).. and Sunday... work! Yeah.. my life is awesome!!!

27 - my worst habit
I'm definitely gonna have to saw twirling my hair! I do it when I'm nervous! It's so bad... and popping my kunckles!!

28 - whats in my handbag/purse
What isn't!? Lotion, wallet, body spray, medicine, lip stuff, camera, gum, coupons, eyelash curler, finger nail clippers, headphones, pens haha.

29 - hopes,dreams and plans for the next 365 days
really? are you serious? haha not answering this...
I don't even know my hopes and dreams for next week!

30 - a dream for the future
Get married, have kids, have a degree, and life happily.
Maybe meet Chuck Bass.;)

Appreciate the finer things in life.

SO... first of all..

I haven't gone shopping in awhile so I don't need to justify this much needed day!

Oh geeze, me and Courtney rode the Front Runner to SL (I have become obsessed with Salt Lake) to shop!

And I was prepared and determined to spend money!

Oh ya, I scored:)

I left with:

Forever 21: 4 shirts, 1 dress, 1 pair of pants, 3 headbands, 1 necklace..

$78.00!

Pac Sun: 2 belts 

$13.00

Oh  my gosh it felt so nice to splurge! I feel like lately all I do is work work work and school school school! I needed this therapy treatment.

They say that shopping really can heal your soul. It did that to me! I feel so new and fresh. 

AND...

content.

I did get two new pairs of shoes the other week (trade-in)... shoes can make or break your outfit. I firmly believe that. 

"Give a girl the right pair of shoes, and she can conquer the world."

-Marilyn Monroe

My anxieties about money have sufficed. I went to Gateway, planning on spending $100. And I left feeling amazing. No guilt, no anxiety. Just... happy.

I think knowing what I'm going to spend and planning for it helps...

or maybe it's just the meds they have me on;)

Nonetheless, the mixture of Monday, getting my nails done yesterday, and ice cream yesterday has made my life so much better.

The negative things that have been happening are so insignificant compared to it all. 

I know things will work out... with my family.

My dad, WILL be happy.

My mom, WILL find someone and be happy.

Katie, WILL get pregnant again and have a beautiful baby.

Angie, WILL be the glue that keeps her family together.

I'm happy.

and they will be too.

Maybe they all just need a little retail therapy;)

Boredom on the Front Runner

Chocolate and shopping= WIN!

We are gross

Creeper behind us... ahh Nutter Butters

This was so cool to me.. ha

Of course, CPK!!!

I asked this dude to take a picture of us... I asked the wrong dude. He was from Switzerland and didn't know how to use the camera.... after he told us where he was from I yelled, "I LOVE CHEESE!!!" hahaha

This is where I would live if I did crack.

So far, this week, has been a WIN!!:)

How's that for a positive blog Joe?

It's been awhile.

I don't know, or care who reads this, but I guess it can sort of be a journal... an edited journal, of course. So it has been over a year since my last post. I must say, I have grown up after reading prior posts. Here's the basic facts of what I've been doing:

I moved on from some things in my life that needed to be moved on from:)

I moved to Ephraim and am attending my second semester at Snow College.

I have found a new respect for my sisters, and my mom.

My brother returned from his mission.

I have made some wonderful friends, and lost some on the way.

Katie Peterson, Mariela Castro, Anna Schwerdt, and Cade Cowdin have helped me more than they know.

I've realized how truly crazy I am.

I have tried to become a better person-a kinder one- not working out so well.

I have a newfound stress for money.

I love my family more and more everyday.

I ran a 10k with my dad, Angie, and Katie.

I've been enjoying being young and being in college.
I've become much more positive on the way I view life.

I have been blessed with eight nieces and nephews.

All in all I am very happy. I am still trying to figure out who I am but I am getting there and that is all that matters.

I will try to stay updated-for my sake:)