Hi, friends. So most of you know that I have become obsessed with reading lately. And guess what it is that I love reading? You'll never guess so I'll just tell you.. Yep. Sci-Fi. What a freaking nerd. When I say Sci-Fi, no I do not mean Twilight.Twilight is stupid. Stoo.pid. I mean books like The Hunger Games, Switched, and the most recent, "The Uglies" series. You should definitely check it out. It's pretty freaking amazing. I would almost say that it's better than my troll books (Switched), but it isn't. I've been wanting to read this series for quite some time.. probably since the ninth grade. But I never got around to it. I'm reading it now and it was a good choice. It kind of starts off slow, but it picks up and when it does, it really picks up. I get so freakishly absorbed in these types of books that I feel like I belong in them. It's pathetic, I know. Whatever. Better to take up my time reading than freaking blogging or facebooking. Blogs are soooo boring now. So is facebook. I want someone to say something so awesome that it pisses at least 10 people off. I will kiss their feet if they do. But until then, The Uglies is calling my name.
buh bye.
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8.16.2011
7.13.2011
update for KBell (I honestly have nothing to update you with)
So in case you haven't already figured out, my posts are mostly just posts of randomness. At first I TRIED to avoid it; but now I embrace the randomness. I embrace the craziness.
I like writing on this thing because I like to see they way I put words and thoughts together. And sometimes when I write things down (or type them down), it makes everything seem a whole lot clearer in my head. New York is on my mind lately. Not only because I'm going there in oh you know, just five days, but because I sometimes feel like my life should be featured in Gossip Girl. Yes, I love it. Yes, you could argue that I have an unhealthy obsession with it. There are so many things that happen to me on a weekly basis that you only hear about in movies or in books. (No, finding out that I'm the princess of a Troll kingdom is not one of them. Damnit!) I don't want to give the e-world an inside on the events of my life, so I'm going to be as vague as possible. I will even break it up into smaller paragraphs for you so that you don't get bored.
Paragraph one:
Betrayal. There has been some betrayal in the past few months. And a couple of big events. Not to say that I'm dwelling on the events, because I'm not; but they did put me into this ever-so-sensitive-fragile state I've been in the past week or so. Betrayal has been (should NOT have been) a big part of my life. So it might be sad to say that I'm a little bit used to it. When certain events happen, I feel numb to them. I know, I know. I sound like a teenager full of angst. But guess what, I'm not a teenager anymore (yahoo!) and I'm definitely not full of angst lately. Anyways, this paragraph is dragging so I'll conclude it. Betrayal= the root of my fragile state.
Paragraph two:
Honesty. Now you all know me. You know I'm the most blunt person you will meet. I feel there is a difference between being honest and being blunt. I feel as though being honest is telling the truth in a nice way. Being blunt is just telling the truth. Could be nice, could come off totally rude. But either way, I (mostly) tell the truth.I guess sometimes my bluntness comes off as mean. I don't want to come off as mean (as much as I want to be Blair Waldorf). I want to come off as honest. I know the bluntness is what you all love, but those who don't know me may not love it. They may feel as though I'm being rude or demeaning. I really don't want that. Maybe I'll keep it for all of you who know me. Maybe I won't. (ahhh haha so mysterious!)
Paragraph three:
Bad-mouthing. Soooo as you know, I've been dating a great guy. Over the past five-ish months, I have realized that he hardly ever says bad things about people. I am ashamed to say that I am NOT like that. It's really hard for me to keep my mouth shut when people offend me or when I think people are flat out stupid. But I'm trying. I feel so awful when I find out that people bad mouth me. You know, I get that ALL the time that people don't like me. It's usually because they don't know me. I'm not the warmest person when you first meet me, but when I get to know and love you, I would literally do anything for you. Anyways, back to bad mouthing. I don't like it. It hurts people's feelings. And I'm trying my hardest to stop.
(I'm sorry these paragraphs are not even as close to as short as I envisioned they'd be.)
Paragraph four:
Death/illness. These seems to like to grace me with their presence quite frequently. No, not the death or illness of me, but the death or illnesses of others. I do not like these. Not one bit. It's sad to see people go. It's sad to see people suffer. It makes me question a lot of things. And I don't know if these questions are questions I should be asking. Does anyone else feel me?
Paragraph five: (Just because I feel like four is a weird number of paragraphs. But not kids. You must have an even number of kids.)
Dammit. This post is negative. I really don't want it to be. But it's my outlet, so why would I talk about happy things? Ah ha ha ha. Just kidding. I love happy things. Like trolls. And my Kindle. Everyone should get one. I have read more books on it in the past month than I have normal books in the past two years. Yeah, I said it. Why? Because I hate the sound of paper rubbing together. And I hate the texture of the paper of normal books. Yes, I am crazy. We all know.
I like writing on this thing because I like to see they way I put words and thoughts together. And sometimes when I write things down (or type them down), it makes everything seem a whole lot clearer in my head. New York is on my mind lately. Not only because I'm going there in oh you know, just five days, but because I sometimes feel like my life should be featured in Gossip Girl. Yes, I love it. Yes, you could argue that I have an unhealthy obsession with it. There are so many things that happen to me on a weekly basis that you only hear about in movies or in books. (No, finding out that I'm the princess of a Troll kingdom is not one of them. Damnit!) I don't want to give the e-world an inside on the events of my life, so I'm going to be as vague as possible. I will even break it up into smaller paragraphs for you so that you don't get bored.
Paragraph one:
Betrayal. There has been some betrayal in the past few months. And a couple of big events. Not to say that I'm dwelling on the events, because I'm not; but they did put me into this ever-so-sensitive-fragile state I've been in the past week or so. Betrayal has been (should NOT have been) a big part of my life. So it might be sad to say that I'm a little bit used to it. When certain events happen, I feel numb to them. I know, I know. I sound like a teenager full of angst. But guess what, I'm not a teenager anymore (yahoo!) and I'm definitely not full of angst lately. Anyways, this paragraph is dragging so I'll conclude it. Betrayal= the root of my fragile state.
Paragraph two:
Honesty. Now you all know me. You know I'm the most blunt person you will meet. I feel there is a difference between being honest and being blunt. I feel as though being honest is telling the truth in a nice way. Being blunt is just telling the truth. Could be nice, could come off totally rude. But either way, I (mostly) tell the truth.I guess sometimes my bluntness comes off as mean. I don't want to come off as mean (as much as I want to be Blair Waldorf). I want to come off as honest. I know the bluntness is what you all love, but those who don't know me may not love it. They may feel as though I'm being rude or demeaning. I really don't want that. Maybe I'll keep it for all of you who know me. Maybe I won't. (ahhh haha so mysterious!)
Paragraph three:
Bad-mouthing. Soooo as you know, I've been dating a great guy. Over the past five-ish months, I have realized that he hardly ever says bad things about people. I am ashamed to say that I am NOT like that. It's really hard for me to keep my mouth shut when people offend me or when I think people are flat out stupid. But I'm trying. I feel so awful when I find out that people bad mouth me. You know, I get that ALL the time that people don't like me. It's usually because they don't know me. I'm not the warmest person when you first meet me, but when I get to know and love you, I would literally do anything for you. Anyways, back to bad mouthing. I don't like it. It hurts people's feelings. And I'm trying my hardest to stop.
(I'm sorry these paragraphs are not even as close to as short as I envisioned they'd be.)
Paragraph four:
Death/illness. These seems to like to grace me with their presence quite frequently. No, not the death or illness of me, but the death or illnesses of others. I do not like these. Not one bit. It's sad to see people go. It's sad to see people suffer. It makes me question a lot of things. And I don't know if these questions are questions I should be asking. Does anyone else feel me?
Paragraph five: (Just because I feel like four is a weird number of paragraphs. But not kids. You must have an even number of kids.)
Dammit. This post is negative. I really don't want it to be. But it's my outlet, so why would I talk about happy things? Ah ha ha ha. Just kidding. I love happy things. Like trolls. And my Kindle. Everyone should get one. I have read more books on it in the past month than I have normal books in the past two years. Yeah, I said it. Why? Because I hate the sound of paper rubbing together. And I hate the texture of the paper of normal books. Yes, I am crazy. We all know.
READ ME!
PS. Eff freaking Weber State. Let's talk about how you don't give me (hardly) ANY Pell Grants because you're too freaking cheap. Well, guess what. You can't afford to be cheap! You only have a 35% graduation rate! SUCK IT! Or is it Obama I should be pissed at? Really? My mom had breast cancer this year! Cut us some slack jerks.
6.30.2011
not so much my blog
Okay, okay so maybe it's me having the identity crisis. Have any of you ever read "Switched"? I'm beginning to think I am a troll. Yep, a freaking troll.
It's a lot like Twilight, but more sarcastic, less cheesy, and better written. You should read it. definitely.
Why do I say I'm the one with the identity crisis? No, I don't really think I am a troll. But I'm as mean as one. And my hair is as unruly and frizzy as one's. Although I do an excellent job at taming it.
I say this because I mostly change my mind about everything at least three times a day. And I get mad over stupid things. And I question a lot. And sometimes questions are bad. Sometimes they are good. But they are mostly bad because MY questions are mostly insecurities.
If I don't die from being insecure, I better die from something awesome. Like Herpes. Or a bank hold up and I jump in front of someone who is about to be shot. That would be a cool funeral to attend.
No, I do not wish to die. Nor do I wish to ever be involved in a bank hold up. Nor do I wish to ever have Herpes... any type. What I'm saying is is that sometimes my insecurities almost kill me. I get anxiety and I stress and I worry so much that I have to make sure I force myself to breathe. Crazy? I know. But this only happens sometimes and only with certain things and only with certain people.
Of course, I'm a girl and I'm insecure about the girl things. My body. My eyebrows. My teeth. My eyelashes. (NO. I will NEVER get eyelash extensions no matter how bad I hate mine.) But sometimes there are deeper insecurities. But like you want to sit and read about my insecurities. Whatever, screw you.
(See, I could totally be a troll! A mean, evil troll! Muahhahhaha!)
I just want you all to know that there is no point to this post. None at all. Maybe it's to tell you to read a good book .Maybe it's to tell you that I'm insecure. (I think I've done that before.) Maybe it's to tell you I'm a troll. Or maybe it's to tell you I secretly wish to rob a bank one day.
Anyways....
Maybe it's because I'm bored (that's the reason for most of my posts).
Yep, that's probably it.
Happy Thursday and weekend.
I'm going to go listen to the Jehovah's Witnesses Convention. And wish them all a Happy 4th of July!
It's a lot like Twilight, but more sarcastic, less cheesy, and better written. You should read it. definitely.
Why do I say I'm the one with the identity crisis? No, I don't really think I am a troll. But I'm as mean as one. And my hair is as unruly and frizzy as one's. Although I do an excellent job at taming it.
I say this because I mostly change my mind about everything at least three times a day. And I get mad over stupid things. And I question a lot. And sometimes questions are bad. Sometimes they are good. But they are mostly bad because MY questions are mostly insecurities.
If I don't die from being insecure, I better die from something awesome. Like Herpes. Or a bank hold up and I jump in front of someone who is about to be shot. That would be a cool funeral to attend.
No, I do not wish to die. Nor do I wish to ever be involved in a bank hold up. Nor do I wish to ever have Herpes... any type. What I'm saying is is that sometimes my insecurities almost kill me. I get anxiety and I stress and I worry so much that I have to make sure I force myself to breathe. Crazy? I know. But this only happens sometimes and only with certain things and only with certain people.
Of course, I'm a girl and I'm insecure about the girl things. My body. My eyebrows. My teeth. My eyelashes. (NO. I will NEVER get eyelash extensions no matter how bad I hate mine.) But sometimes there are deeper insecurities. But like you want to sit and read about my insecurities. Whatever, screw you.
(See, I could totally be a troll! A mean, evil troll! Muahhahhaha!)
I just want you all to know that there is no point to this post. None at all. Maybe it's to tell you to read a good book .Maybe it's to tell you that I'm insecure. (I think I've done that before.) Maybe it's to tell you I'm a troll. Or maybe it's to tell you I secretly wish to rob a bank one day.
Anyways....
Maybe it's because I'm bored (that's the reason for most of my posts).
Yep, that's probably it.
Happy Thursday and weekend.
I'm going to go listen to the Jehovah's Witnesses Convention. And wish them all a Happy 4th of July!
11.23.2010
FINALLY!
I got my pics! I'm gonna post the ones I like.. where I don't look like a porn star;) Ha! Alex Cunningham with Think of Me Photography did these photos and they are awesome! Here you go:
click here and you can see all the pics:)
YAY!
Now for day 22:
Favorite book:
I have a lot..
But I love:
The Hunger Games series (I need to read Mockingjay)
Tweak: Growing up on Methamphetamines
He's Just Not That Into You
A Hole In My Life
The Gossip Girl series... shhhhh
And I'm going to be reading:
The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, The Girl Who Played With Fire, and The Girl Who Kicked The Hornet's Nest..
Heard they are good.
Started reading the second one before the first and I was confused... haha ne ne nerrr....
click here and you can see all the pics:)
YAY!
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| This is one of my favs:) |
Now for day 22:
Favorite book:
I have a lot..
But I love:
The Hunger Games series (I need to read Mockingjay)
Tweak: Growing up on Methamphetamines
He's Just Not That Into You
A Hole In My Life
The Gossip Girl series... shhhhh
And I'm going to be reading:
The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, The Girl Who Played With Fire, and The Girl Who Kicked The Hornet's Nest..
Heard they are good.
Started reading the second one before the first and I was confused... haha ne ne nerrr....
9.30.2010
random things..
Some things.. I am obsessed with lately...
I stole this from my cousin's blog:)
1 - your favorite song:
---Really?! Is this a question! Ha... well as of right now it'd probably be Breathe Again by Sara Bareilles.. or Hands by Jewel. But there are oh so many...
2 - your favorite movie:
Definietly gonna go with Rent!! I love it so much.... but I do have a lot of favorite movies as well!:)
3 - your favorite television program
Hmm I don't know if that should be a question.. but GOSSIP GIRL! I do like Intervention as well
4 - your favorite book
THE HUNGER GAMES!!!
5 - your favorite quote
It changes whenever I find quotes, but I will always love this one: "La Vie Boheme." If you wanna know what it means, you'll have to ask haha. I also like: "It had to end to begin," "You'll never leave where you are until you decide where you want to be," "Once men have tasted Caviar it baffles me how they could settle for Cavish," "Compare where you are to where you want to be and you'll get nowhere." Those are just a few though:)
6 - 20 of my favorite things
Ha! This'll be easy... Chuck Bass, Jarrod Gorbel, Cherry Coke, Leighton Meester, my nieces and nephews, Chick Fila, Pace's Coke, Andy Samberg, MUSIC!, Gossip Girl, Intervention, Shopping, reading, movies, my family, Roadhouse!, blogging, facebook, youtube videos, anddd Range Rovers!
7 - a photo that makes you happy
8 - a photo that makes you sad
9 - a photo you took
10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
11 - a photo of you recently
12 - something you are OCD about
oh really! are you serious haha.. I'm sooo OCD about my eyelashes.. I know, weird... but I am haha!
13 - your favorite outfit.
14 - your favorite shoes
15 - your dream house
16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Inmates by The Good Life or Gravity by Sara Bareilles
17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
19 - a talent of yours
I can fit my whole fist in my mouth.
20 - a hobby of yours
shopping...
21 - a recipe
Oreo Truffles:)
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/
23 - a youtube video
BAH! hahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMtZfW2z9dw
watch it... you won't regret it!
( I don't know how to post the actual video.. ha)
24 - where I live
Wouldn't you like to know?!
25 - your day, in great detail
Great detail? Geeze... woke up... late... and realized that my mom took the straightener to Colorado with her... leaving me in a pony tail. Went to work... stopped and got a Coke... got some advice on a crazy situation from a friend. Ate pizza.. SICK nasty pizza. Now, doing this. then, Roadhouse... ugh! ha:)
26 - your week, in great detail
My freaking week? Ahhh... Sunday sucked. Sucked. Sucked. Sucked. Misunderstandings, but I went up to my friend Brady's and had fun with him and his brother.. He made me drink an energy drink and I almost died. Monday was GREAT! I got awesome pictures done by my friend Alex Cunningham (Think of me Photography). But I did get bit by like 3000 misquitoes... and they still itch! Tuesday.. went to Brigham to watch my Peanut dance. So. freaking. cute. Then I went home... and watch GG:) YES! Wednesday... ugh... haha went to see my friend Chase.. he just got home from his mission. It was way fun! I had a blast... and now today.. I am working... and working:). Then tomorrow work work work school school school and hopefully a Comedy Club. Saturday going to West Jordan (I think).. and Sunday... work! Yeah.. my life is awesome!!!
27 - my worst habit
I'm definitely gonna have to saw twirling my hair! I do it when I'm nervous! It's so bad... and popping my kunckles!!
28 - whats in my handbag/purse
What isn't!? Lotion, wallet, body spray, medicine, lip stuff, camera, gum, coupons, eyelash curler, finger nail clippers, headphones, pens haha.
29 - hopes,dreams and plans for the next 365 days
really? are you serious? haha not answering this...
I don't even know my hopes and dreams for next week!
30 - a dream for the future
Get married, have kids, have a degree, and life happily.
Maybe meet Chuck Bass.;)
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| Salt Lake City... So beautiful! |
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| For some reason.. McDonald's Coke is so good to me.. haha. "Can I get a large Coke with extra ice?!" |
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| Sia! She is so weird... so freaking weird... but I love her. |
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| BoBo... it's awesome how cute he is. He BAWLED when I left the other night and it just made me so happy:) |
1 - your favorite song:
---Really?! Is this a question! Ha... well as of right now it'd probably be Breathe Again by Sara Bareilles.. or Hands by Jewel. But there are oh so many...
2 - your favorite movie:
Definietly gonna go with Rent!! I love it so much.... but I do have a lot of favorite movies as well!:)
3 - your favorite television program
Hmm I don't know if that should be a question.. but GOSSIP GIRL! I do like Intervention as well
4 - your favorite book
THE HUNGER GAMES!!!
5 - your favorite quote
It changes whenever I find quotes, but I will always love this one: "La Vie Boheme." If you wanna know what it means, you'll have to ask haha. I also like: "It had to end to begin," "You'll never leave where you are until you decide where you want to be," "Once men have tasted Caviar it baffles me how they could settle for Cavish," "Compare where you are to where you want to be and you'll get nowhere." Those are just a few though:)
6 - 20 of my favorite things
Ha! This'll be easy... Chuck Bass, Jarrod Gorbel, Cherry Coke, Leighton Meester, my nieces and nephews, Chick Fila, Pace's Coke, Andy Samberg, MUSIC!, Gossip Girl, Intervention, Shopping, reading, movies, my family, Roadhouse!, blogging, facebook, youtube videos, anddd Range Rovers!
7 - a photo that makes you happy
8 - a photo that makes you sad
9 - a photo you took
10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
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| This isn't 10 years, but it sure is old! |
oh really! are you serious haha.. I'm sooo OCD about my eyelashes.. I know, weird... but I am haha!
13 - your favorite outfit.
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| Really... anything she wears:) But I love this. |
14 - your favorite shoes
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| These are so not the cutest shoes... but I LOVE THEM. So much. |
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| I know, I know. But isn't it beautiful? |
Inmates by The Good Life or Gravity by Sara Bareilles
17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
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| This is titled: "Waiting for ur call" isn't that so true for too many of us? |
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| If only... and if I weren't getting married in the temple;) |
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| Tiffany Blue and Gray are my colors:) |
I can fit my whole fist in my mouth.
20 - a hobby of yours
shopping...
21 - a recipe
Oreo Truffles:)
1 package oreos
8 oz. cream cheese
1 package white Almond Bark baking chocolate
Grind up Oreos so that they are dirt-like
Mix in cream cheese (it's easier if you put it in the microwave for a bit)
Roll into balls (as big as you want)
and dip into melted baking chocolate.
put on a cookie sheet and put in the fridge:)
DELICIOUS!
22 - a websitehttp://www.urbanoutfitters.com/
23 - a youtube video
BAH! hahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMtZfW2z9dw
watch it... you won't regret it!
( I don't know how to post the actual video.. ha)
24 - where I live
Wouldn't you like to know?!
25 - your day, in great detail
Great detail? Geeze... woke up... late... and realized that my mom took the straightener to Colorado with her... leaving me in a pony tail. Went to work... stopped and got a Coke... got some advice on a crazy situation from a friend. Ate pizza.. SICK nasty pizza. Now, doing this. then, Roadhouse... ugh! ha:)
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| this is how my friend helped me with my issues... not so much help. |
My freaking week? Ahhh... Sunday sucked. Sucked. Sucked. Sucked. Misunderstandings, but I went up to my friend Brady's and had fun with him and his brother.. He made me drink an energy drink and I almost died. Monday was GREAT! I got awesome pictures done by my friend Alex Cunningham (Think of me Photography). But I did get bit by like 3000 misquitoes... and they still itch! Tuesday.. went to Brigham to watch my Peanut dance. So. freaking. cute. Then I went home... and watch GG:) YES! Wednesday... ugh... haha went to see my friend Chase.. he just got home from his mission. It was way fun! I had a blast... and now today.. I am working... and working:). Then tomorrow work work work school school school and hopefully a Comedy Club. Saturday going to West Jordan (I think).. and Sunday... work! Yeah.. my life is awesome!!!
27 - my worst habit
I'm definitely gonna have to saw twirling my hair! I do it when I'm nervous! It's so bad... and popping my kunckles!!
28 - whats in my handbag/purse
What isn't!? Lotion, wallet, body spray, medicine, lip stuff, camera, gum, coupons, eyelash curler, finger nail clippers, headphones, pens haha.
29 - hopes,dreams and plans for the next 365 days
really? are you serious? haha not answering this...
I don't even know my hopes and dreams for next week!
30 - a dream for the future
Get married, have kids, have a degree, and life happily.
Maybe meet Chuck Bass.;)
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